Sunday, Oct. 14, 2007 - 4:25 p.m.

i finally got around to reading some of my buddy list today, and sheslikefire had a little quiz in there, so.... enjoy.

story behind your first name:
first two letters of my mom's name + first two letters of my dad's name

when's your birthday:
Desomber ze 12th

where do you live:
the hole, Alberta, Canada

DESCRIBE YOUR:

wallet:
well, i don't carry a wallet... and i used to never carry a purse. it's black, however, with brass studs and pins on it. bleh.

your eyes:
brown and aching constantly (i think i may have glaucoma)

toothbrush:
white and blue

jewelry worn daily:
earrings, always, everyday. and if the mood strikes, some sort of beaded necklace (usually) and rings. no gold jewelery whatsoever

cell phone:
pretty old school: no camera, no ipod. i don't really care - it's a fucking phone.

pillow cover right now:
one's pink, one's blue

car:
1999 red chev cavalier. oh yeah.

sunglasses:
i wear my specs all the time, so i can't wear sunglasses

shampoo:
kiss my face or dove, most likely. i add my own essential oils

cologne and/or perfume:
don't wear perfume. just good ol' dove scentless deoderant... although i do use lavender oil on my face/hands daily, which leaves an awesome scent.

CD in stereo right now:
in the car, either deftones of MSI, i think.
in the computer, i've got the best of Queen. fuck yeah!

piercings: ten in the ears, one in the nose

what you are wearing now?
actually, i'm wearing the shirt i bought at the Korn concert. love it. on the back it says, "bitch we got a problem" so far everyone else that's seen it loves it.

wishing:
that people could learn to love eachother for who they are, not who they want others to be.

wanting:
a fat joint... i'm down to smoking the resin in my pipe.

what are you doing after this?
probably taking a hot shower, then cruisin' out to the farm

if you could get away with cheating, would you:
i believe i have... although it's not something i strive for.

person and/or people you wish you could see right now:
i would love to see T, of course, but also my Grandpa. never got to tell him loved him before he died... it kinda bugs me.

some of your favorite movies:
urgh, too many to relist. check the profile, yo.

something you are looking forward to in the coming week:
moving the FUCK out of this apartment

something you just ate:
chicken sandwich from wendy's. Jen and i cruised over there before we cleaned this morning. it was actually pretty good... surprisingly

something you are deathly afraid of:
flying in an airplane. i've done it a grand total of four times in my short life, and it always seems to get more difficult for me. i think it's the lack of control/inability to "escape" the situation if i had to

do you like candles:
love them

do you like incense:
love it. nag champa all the way

do you like the taste of your blood:
too much, probably

do you believe in love:
yes. also, contrary to my nature, i do believe in true love... it's usually the most painful type.

are you in love?:
i'm not quite sure anymore

do you believe in heaven:
nope

do you believe in God:
no. i believe there are energies, forces, and powers in this existence that humans will never fully understand or even be able to comprehend. however, the main thing is that we can coexist amongst eachother peacefully. people should be free to believe whatever they desire and carry out their lives as they wish, so long as they don't infringe on anyone else's right to do the same.

do you have a tattoo?
no, but i've designed a couple for myself already. just seeking out the appropriate artist to administer it.

are you addicted to Myspace:
used to be; now i can't stand it. everyone 's so goddamn fake. it's like poser central.

can you eat with chopsticks:
you betcha

whats your favorite coin:
i'm a geek, so i have a... small coin collection. therefore, it's difficult to say. although, i have a few Canadian quarters from 1914 that are just awesome.

what are some of your favorite candies:
fuck the candy - i'm all about chips. the crunchier, the better. favorite by far has to be Miss Vikie's kettle cooked sea salt and malt vinigar...mmmmdrooool...

favorite Soda:
well, up here we canucks call it "pop"... so i guess my favorite pop would have to be... probably Dr. Pepper, i guess. i don't drink much of the stuff anymore, though.

whats something you wish you could understand better:
the nature of the universe

if you could turn back time, what would you change?
i keep having this discussion with Jewel at work... and to go back in time and change something - anything - would alter the course of your life (or history, and indirectly, everyone else's life, if we're talking large-scale here)... therefore, since we are the summation of our experiences, i would probably be a different person entirely, in a completely different place. so... i think i'd be happy to just stay int he present. choices are something we just have to learn to live with. watch the butterfly effect.

if given a million dollars what is one thing you would buy?
a large house for Jord and Jen's parents out at the farm. their house is falling apart, and it would be awesome if they didn't have that to worry about on top of everything else.

can you cook?
hell yeah. although, i tend to... uh.. burn things, from time to time. "it's not burnt, it's just rich" as my Grandma would say.

are you shy around your crush:
ppppbbbt. i don't have crushes anymore

do you know what it feels like to be in love:
that i do

nothing else to report on at the moment. i'm feeling... kinda sad, and a little exhausted from all this moving drama, but... i think i can handle it.

also, here's a little present for you, seeing as i seem to be in Queen mood. damn, Freddie was the shiz. this song has always been a fav. just so true and beautiful...

♥ Azzy